Monday, October 27, 2008

PSS: Changes....

Lisa asked us"If given the opportunity to relive your life, what would you change?"

If I was guaranteed that I would end up where I am today, I would like to do a few things over again.

*I would not have graduated high school early. I would have stayed in school and gotten college credits for FREE!!
*I would have graduated college. I still plan on getting a degree someday, but life has gotten in the way of that currently.
*I would not have had a steady boyfriend for my Junior and Senior years of high school. I missed out on so much fun! Most of my dance pictures are of the same guy. Of course at the time it seemed wonderful, but looking back at that relationship now, I realize how much damage it really did to the person I was and who I wanted to become.
*I would also not have gotten back with the above boyfriend in college and have it affect my relationship with my roommates at the time. I think that friendship could have been amazing, but I let a guy get in the way of friends.
*I would not have played that dumb game in fifth grade that has given me a poor self image even ALL these years later. (That sounds bad. I want to do a post about self image and self esteem later and I will talk about that, it wasn't spin the bottle or pick and giggle or anything like that.)
*I would not have gone on a date with a guy in high school that my best friend was madly in love with. I still kick myself for that. Nothing came out of it, but that's not the point. I was a bad friend. Sorry Steph!!

Most of my do overs are silly things that I don't think really impacted who I am or where I am at today. But if changing any of the little things affects where I am today, I don't want to change a thing. I am so blessed compared to too many others in this world. I know I complain a lot about things, but I really do have a wonderful life.

1 comment:

Dallin and Savannah said...

i love to read your PSS posts...they make my day :)